Tuesday, August 8, 2017

Pointer Matrikulasi 2.5 ke bawah? No Problem.


So baru-baru ne result UPU dh kluar, dapat kos yang diinginkan , Sains Komputer di UMP. Btw, time di matrik aku memang terinigin gi UMP dan sains komputer di sana, dan dapat juga dua2 ne. haha. siapa tida happy ooo? haha.. Jadi siapa2 adik2 yang dapat result teruk tu jangan risau laa, 2.5 ke bawah susah masuk U? kawan2 aku rmai dapat result begitu dan semua masuk U, tapi jangan la harapkan kos engineer atau doktor, memenag payah laa. salah sendiri juga kuat main jumpa kawan baru sana sekolah bukan main, kawan baik aku budak maktab tendera diraja, hahaha. ingat disiplan okay tapi dua kali lima juga. rindu pula dengan kawan aku. haha...
gambar di atas time tu aku gemuk, berjerawat . sekarang hensem dah, hahaha. sebelah aku tulah bestfriend aku, lama sdh tidak jumpa. yang lain geng2 aku ne . Time ne baru masuk matrik, baru seminggu dah rapat macam kawan bertahun2. Jadi post ne skali la untuk budak yang baru mw masuk Matrik tuh. haha. .. eh eh... nanti la cerita matrik, skrg psl tips.
Jadi aku dpt CGPA 2.28 ja, maths aku gagal. hahahahha, jd amacam mw apply UPU? risau aku sebelum tu xda dapat masuk U, menyesal juga main di matrik. tapi aku memang minat komputer la, haha. jangan ingat kos ne main2, banyak perlu pakar IT di Malaysia ne, pasal teknologi kita jauh dngan jepun sana tu, siapa lagi mw bagi kembang kalau bukan kita kann?? haha.
First Tips tengok betul2 requirement tu kalau isi UPU, kalau sdh rendah pointer, xda payah la amik yang ada interview, buang masa ja. hahaha. ingat juga, klw ada subjek xda menepati syarat, dia tengok juga tu SPM. macam aku, syarat sains komputer ne at least maths mesti C, hahaha. tapi spm aku admaths B maths A-, jadi boleh laa.. tapi kann, kalau guna ne, syarat dia makin ketat, terpaksa tengok kalau ada kekosongan.
tips dua, mohon U yang kurang saingan, kalau sudah pointer bawah 3 tu especially, jangan harap la UM, UPM, UKM, USM tu, mohon la yg kurang demand, boleh la search google kalau mw taw yg U kurang demand tu, tp aku dapat UMP ne pla xda sangka la, baca2 U no.4 di Malaysia. umm, di lawan web dia ckp begitulah, hurm, xda tw la. 
tips 3, pilihan pertama tu yg pnting di isi, pstikan kos dan tempat yg sesuai dengan requirement kita d stu, ahh, sampai pilihan 12 la smua mesti ngamm.. jangan macam kawan aku dia 2.8 xda dapat apa2 tawaran, smua dia isi perubatan. huhu.
tips terakhir, jangan lupa solat, berdoa, dan bagi agama bukan islam ikut la agama masing2, btul2 berkesan, serius, yakin saja pada rezeki tuhan. dapat tu In Sha Allah.
Bh, sini sajalah.

Wednesday, February 22, 2017

Whom to trust?


There's many things i've learned from my bestfriend whom i met which was, don't trust your own bestfriend. Life is in fact a test for you to move to the next stage where you'll feel the true heaven. No one is kind nor bad, because they are both except for the prophet before us. Since high school i was always a toy, for people to stab with. Yes it hurts and i've endured it for a long time. Till i went to matricultion college where i thought i met the best friend i thought i will ever meet. Months pass by, i learned that he wasnt the bestfriend i thought he will be. I've been damned. But he thoght me many things about life and for the least only he i can trust for now. What for future? I don't know what am i gonna be in the future because what i want is only a work that provides me halal things. That's enough for me.

Friday, February 19, 2016

Company


Feeling of being left alone and no one's there willing to sacrifice for your sake, it feels, weird sometimes, maybe because of the influences from some kinda romance movies, or maybe life and much more melodramatic thing. Well, in my life, it happen. Right after the end of high school age i decided to keep on low profile and never to mention about my old school any longer, expecting my friends, which is sort of my friend , to feel the loneliness of me not existing in any kinds of social network where they'd also are inside the social networking site. In fact, they felt nothing and what hurt is that the truth is, i was wrong. Even tomorrow my old schoolmates are having a party which supposed to be most of the ex elementary school where i'd also went to and my ex high school which is also went to, to be invited to the party, But sadly, I never heard the news, or invitation given to me, none at all. Instead, i heard the news from my cousin, which is also the ex school of my nightmarish school before, who left the school since he was 14. From that moment, i started to realize that, i'm not the hero in this so called movie of my life, instead, i was the nerd who was being left alone.

Monday, February 15, 2016

Still Wondering


Used as a warning sing, if talked in sense might loose my mind, used as a focal point, miss me more than you thought would. Life's as a wanderer searching for whatever we loosed. Have you ever wonder loosing something precious, it feels like loosing your mind, feels as selling your soul to some creatures. it hurts so much than you couldn't imagine .

Sunday, February 14, 2016

Daddy Issue



Go ahead and cry lil' boy, i know you got a daddy issue. Take you like a drug, taste you on a tongue. Well you asked me what i'm thinking about, Daddy issue. Nobody doesn't like me though, i've got a daddy issue. My life as a childhood, was shattered since i was born, as if i was taken as an orphan. Imagine how it feels like, looking at my friends parent's, happy when they hugged their child. I never felt the warmth touched by them. 

Bad Blood



Step out into the sun, skies above they radiate me. Walking solo, dreaming you were cold. Living my life at the fullest. I was like, a solo, a loner who never had a companionship. It hurts sometimes but soon it'll cure by itself. Most of them are cruel, don't see people trough their age, instead, try to investigate them trough their beings as a human being . Like me, even my privacy was leaked by a 12 years old kids. in front, looks like an angel. but from the back, as bad as a devil. Even my so-called caring cousin could be so cruel. I don't know what they were doing at my back, but knew it was bad.

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

The new phase of life



A very good day world . its been 18 years, Living in this world and it was irrevocably nice. speaking about life , my mind started to think about my desire and most about it about sexuality. by the title about people like us, people never wanted to be born that or this way but what can we do to change it? none. nevertheless we decided to choose the path we think that that's right in which unfortunately , wrong in most of the religions and morality. For me, i accept what i am and hold up to my feelings. sometimes life needs sacrifice , and sacrifice need lots of burden. Some may be , hide the sadness deep inside our heart. And one thing you should know, you can't never change it, Never!